Now don’t get me wrong. I didn’t think an app would be able to help with therapy. I really didn’t. But I decided to try it anyways because I was curious and had been having a lot of flashbacks, avoidance, and dissociation. The first two sessions were ok. I did some work there, but it was all half hearted. Late at night. And during extremely difficult times. But recently, my business started doing well and I met a girl(s) and I felt the need to improve my life even more so than before. I really want to stop avoiding the good in life. Last night. I dedicated some time and went through with the work for the plan option for emdr. When I tell you I reprocessed my horrible memories, not all of them, but quite a few. And installed new beliefs which made me feel amazing. Better than I’ve felt since I was 2(I have a really good memory). I didn’t know I was that bad off. Obviously I’m still struggling. This isn’t a cure all. And I’m still seeing a dedicated therapist. I don’t suggest doing this alone. You have to be ready. And you need resources. I have c-ptsd and schizoaffective depression. I’ve been in therapy and on meds for a solid while now. It took a lot of work to get to where I’m at now. I just decided I’m ready and went through with it. I want to stop avoiding the love of my life. And remember the good times too.

This is an excellent introduction to EDMR. It’s easy to navigate and very effective. I have completed 7 sessions now taking a break every second day as that just seems to be the right recipe for me. It’s totally normal to feel a little bit vulnerable after the session. This is why I allow myself a break the next day to let it all settle. So far I have already noticed that I’m sleeping way more deeper, and don’t wake up with that feeling of dread I have woken up with for the last few years because of my ptsd. I am still healing and this is not a one size fits all but it certainly has huge potential to help you feel more human again. For those reasons I can’t recommend it more than enough. PS: I also spoke with Steve Ashley the creator of the app and he is very passionate about this app and wants feedback so if he reaches out to you be sure to give him your honest feedback.

I used this for anticipatory grief for a pet and it was amazing. The first session was so hard but after a few sessions it happened and I was able to stay mentally and physically present throughout, and continue to be there for my loved one. I was sad, but. 6/10 instead of a 10/10 and able to still feel full of love and calm. I will say you need the ability to visualize or feel what it is- like most of the app is just timers and a noise ping ponging back and forth, the rest takes place in your head and is up to you. You will also need someplace very quiet and calm where you can be alone and safe and uninterrupted. Be prepared for possible side effects after like dreams or exhaustion afterwards. This app also lists big T traumas, but generally speaking, self EMDR is only appropriate for small t traumas. Please be careful with yourself if you tread into deeper waters.

My therapist had mentioned EMDR to me, but then, readily stated no one in this town practiced it. I had to, as in so many times of my life, go it alone. I found this app and I am now three sessions in. It is a bit unnerving at first, and don’t be surprised if you’re fatigued, have a headache, and just don’t wish to be around people for awhile. I had a breakthrough, my third session in, and it felt GOOD. It was a “mild” trauma to use as a test. It worked. For someone who had suffered one violent form of trauma at 15 through to now at 56, this is the first time I’ve felt I can possibly manage! I have far more work to do and cannot say enough about the support team with this app. Please, do this for yourself. You will heal. You will be yourself soon.-corinda